stressed tf out

I'm so stressed tf out n dont kno what to do How can it b true my life is almost thru My boo I dont want to live in heaven without you Everyday feeling so damn down n blue Just know everything I told u is true I'm missing you just like my whole fukn crew Life fukd me over damn it loves to screw Soon I'll b dead n gone like in a couple few Lifes tortured me but left us two Without your love idk what tf to do This is my cue I'm losing my hue Looking in your eyes with love in them too In my stomach your baby grew Cubana German and part jew I've faught so fukn hard just to lose But I'm marrying my soulmate so overdue These words I spew how much i love u I had a break thru b4 I say adieu All these words bk 2 bk they comin thru Everyday still feels brand fukn new A broad view my hearts broke thru Fukn cracked like a damn cashew Fukn fondue my only debut Due to what I cut thru with fukn kung foo Call in the ground crew and fukn cut thru Tired wish this shit could undo Just wash it away with fukn shampoo Getting a tattoo just to thank you I'll subdue n become a statue This voodoo is so taboo Put me on google to get a world view I want u to kno the rest of my life I'll always love you