In my head there's a warzone and im all alone in my home these coming off the dome fuck up the past i learn right from wrong.fuck up the past (yeah) im back its a fact this is my life (sike) im tryna do right so far im doing fine ive lost what im trying to find and ive lost my mind (yeah) we going through this again these thoughts in my head make my parents mad and they see red and than just to piss of the teachers instead people laugh when i say i have a rap future ahead and it makes my heart drop wanna do better i push my self more than i can handle I wanna make real hip hop but i make modern rockstar shit im just some modern rockstar bitch just a lil bitch talking bout xans saying i wont have fans lets just hope she makes it first cause id be happy and if talyn makes it id be happy just please sit down and listen to my rapping Chorus) this is me asking for a change I wanna find a good style at least just for a while so i can see my peers smile (yeah) x2 No point in spending when there ain't shit in my pocket shoot for the stars like a rocket my mind I've lost it (yeah) filled anxiety sick and tired of the rioting fuckin hate the dangerous side of society good people there's a variety it goes live love die thats the order honestly i adore her fuck the word simp ive made so many songs for her yeah at times felt hopeless although you know this i just though i told this. Bby are duo finna be in sync that's just the reality shout out mj yeah ) anyway you wont see the end of me for all the enemies wasting there goddamn energy aw shit did i make you angry . Chorus) this is me asking for a change I wanna find a good style at least just for a while so i can see my peers smile (yeah) x2 ok my problems are nothing but my feelings are something I see my crush oh shit now im blushing .when i talk to her my heart starts rushing not that ill have one if i keep running from my past cause of that i do rap maybe i might end up like mac yeah this is facts some may say oh he snapped but really its my true feelings in the act i like cutting till my vison turns black oh yeah im trying to keep the same flow she says ik baby but do you tho no you dont its like my lifes a gun and i dodge all the ammo thats prolly why i havent died yet you know forget it ill just die the way i think is fastest if scream no-one will listen my true happy side goddamn i miss him lets get on the same page i feel trapped in a cage and i cant get out of the drought lately all i want to do was shout back to the knife in the kitchen back to the fucking blood drippin im prolly trippin or im just wishin i didnt have black and white vison why do you care bout the way im living dont judge me judge the lyrics that are written hey dad can i pay you a visit fuck happiness fitting my condition just listen close to the lyrics im spitting once im 16 ill start the ignition