hey man, I just cant take this shit. depression sucks man but I'll tell you what I'm a lot happier now I finally found the one for me I guess noone cares to see nobody cares about my ptsd and I guess I just gotta do me but hey man check it... everyday I question what I do, everyday I question if it's TRUE. the life that I am living, there's one part of me that is missing. I left my motherfucking wife, I thought I loved this woman but a part of me joined the afterlife. I felt like i lost my soul, I felt a sharp pain from a knife. I cant take, this motherfucking shit no more, all she ever was, was a stupid fucking whore. I fell in love with this new angel, all the bullshit went away, and she is so faithful. A part of me feels more complete, when I saw her dressed in her pink sweater, we hugged in the middle of the street. and now I feel better. when we connected, I was feeling internally hot. when we connected, I was feeling perfectly caught. All I felt inside was my burning heart, it majestically turned to gold, and now she is my counterpart. Blind love is now nothing but fact, Blind love for me is now intact. Blind love is now pronounced Emma. Blind love is now part of my agenda. I'm feeling so in love, my depression is now gone, I just want to be under the light, and look at her until dawn. everyday I wake up thinking about you, everyday I just pray on my knees, because that is all that I can do. being around drugs I should be dead, now that I get hugs, you should be my last thread. now that you're my bug, we should be thinking of what's ahead. Everytime I fucking close my eyes, I just wanted to find you. I just love you so much emma, let me lift you to the sky.