HostelMind

I been on this road, yo I been live it, thinking how I'm gon get off it, for ages now, still in it, too those I've hurt I got resent it's clear I can't defend it, now I'm gon show you how much I love you by no longer wrecking, life gets tuff man I swear it really does shows in between what i seen and than not even doing drugs, to where i give a fuck, can't do this addict actor fashion forever you know I steady want sum, but I won't get it, right now got 10 years hang over that I'm Tryna send it with kicking somthing so big U know I we often relapse so perhaps I don't expect not one of you to hear my voice as what I had, say it not doing drugs no more I'm just gonna replay it until it no longer relays, relates, it stays way over there, under the label addict basically I am, I never wanted this, I didn't picture iether, with my child hood so bright, I guess I couldn't see it, so now im gon try my best to pull my self up out of the hole I been digging and when I do not proud of breaking a level that I was founder, spelling it all out loud today for a feeling like I'm not sure, I just can't do it to my family no longer Its gone four,