devil on my shoulder (freestyle)

Ayo let me put this shit straight I'm a set it of from the gate Most people can't cope with the weight All my life I was told I should be great But with too much on my plate makes it hard I feel like I wanna break stressing out over problems I make maybe I should take a break instead of staring out the windows up till late thinking of how I can set it all straight I know the devils on my shoulder He's trying to pull me down like a boulder There's things I may not have told-ya I'm a soldier my hearts turned colder Keep testing me I might have to fold-ya My life's been good but the past 14 days The devils been in my hood Whispering in my ear just end it all and take the fall I'm worthless so maybe I should I'm weak I would of been stronger if I could I'm a making this beat as I refuse another defeat whilst i stare at my feet some old clapped out air max and 2 days with nothing to eat I've been beat 8 times now I'm back to show you the fleet I'm armed with a backup from the street my family and friends know when I'm need of a meet I've been fighting the devil for weeks But can't seem to knock him of his feet It's like a opponent I never knew I could beat In my mind it's trick or treat I got some slick tricks up my sleeve That your about to meet my day is hear the more I write the more my mind is clear I've lived in fear as I cryed these tears always love for my pears even tho I'm down and out they pick me up and hold me out showing me what life's about smoking weed just so I can zone-out If I was in America ild be pulling the chrome out with no doubt I've been on the rooftops Ill screamed and ill shout But no one can her me calling out