lead by example

Forget about the substantes and problems that come with them. I need change not only for my self but to father for my children. It's not like I'm a champion winning racks from drug dealing I need to be a leader not to tryna be living without feelings. So it's time to start feeling for my children and everyone around me. And to respect the one who loves me and live within the boundries. I'm sorry doesn't help her so I'll just show her that I'm changin. I'm shocked all the time I wasted away like my mind's kinda tazin The hole time I was blinding by the dumpster shit that I was blazin. Cause the real me ain't so bad actually I'm so amazing. Call it pride or what ever but I'm for sure so much better. I didn't think twice when I should have known that upsetter. No more living with regrets time accept all of my actions. Just the feel of doing right will give me some satisfaction. One the bad thing leads to another like its a chain reaction Instead of runnin through the street I'll be home with family relaxing. Man Fuck all that relapsin Im too articulate for that Tired of these emtpy pockets I needa feela them up fat. Time to beat away all of my demons like a Loui ville bat. It's time for me to focusin on my cheese and stay away from the rats Being a father to your child mean there isn't any breaks. They wanna be like Daddy so don't make any mistakes. It's not easy being a leader some times it's hard to handle. But I need to watch the way I live because im leadin by example. You put this child in the world so its all on you to provide love and care. I have no respect for parents who have kids then up and disappear. Me I've always been humble but lately I've been troubled. So let's Barry away the past so someone passed me the shovel. So let make me make some promises that Ill never break. I won't ever lie to you again so no more being fake. I'll never miss a thing that means no more staying late. And I'll confess to you honestly if I ever make a mistake. So from here on out il consentrait On my money and my kids. Ill do what I say, even tho it won't take back what I did. No more steakin off and coming home late twisted. I'll start showing u affection let's only talk about kissin. I'll start live right by God and think twice so I do right by my child. Cause the only they should see from me I a beautiful smile.