relationships a bitch

see I'm looking back back to da past shittttt don't life go so fast seems like just yesterday I had my way now I don't know what to say get out my way don't stray in my lane bitch u cause me so much pain no more Charlene no more Shane all my sun shines turned to rain living life is such a drain 16 years all in vain no more heart drippy veins it's all ran dry no more tears left to cry brand new day is still a lie I don't know how to fly I used to glide now I lie down to the ground u used to be a QUEEN I CROWNED another whiskey bottle downed turn that happy face upside down slightly frowned all I can say is the way we changed is the way we estranged EACHOTHER I'm a father and your a mother you was my life and I was ya lover we didn't rehab but we have to recover before we meet another I don't wish u bother any drama only good karma in your life I'd of married u my wife all the pain and all the strife I slit my throat with a knife all the stress it was so rife maybe in the afterlife in the spirit world well make it there cause all the emotions I have care living life I'll meet u there what we had it was so rare well never have that love to share and YEAHHH life ain't fair but what can ya do if we ain't fucking true I NEVER MEANT to do that to you I'd fucking kill anybody for you I don't give a fuck who they think they are I'll slit there throat sacrifice that bitch like a goat