Taking my time tryna look at my reflection I need someone help to point me in the right direction I’m trying But I’m hurt All I have is people kicking me in the dirt Say they love me and they there But why is it when I turn around it’s like y’all disappear I’m saying fuck y’all cuz y’all ain’t never cared Now I’m stuck and you know I’m fucking scared Tryna take my time with the people that I shared Tryna take give me hope then you take it away Why don’t Hop it why don’t you give my heart good play I mean shit least I’m saying now you can Least now I’m not looking like a bitch of a man You said you sorry yea I kinda heard it before How bout the time when you tried to kick down the door But that’s it I need you to get the fuck outta my head That’s one more tear I don’t have to shed