going everyday with a smile on my face covering up the scars without revealing a trace hanging my head low thinking I don't have anything to show most days I say I'm fine back to when I was nine always felt like I had something to hide but I knew you were by my side my ride or die was always told not to lie I must comply try my best to apply to meet with this guy but in my mind I was always told to be kind might catch me slip while I show up with my new whip hate being played with might end up throwing a fit while I spit care to leave a tip? not being rude theres no need for you to try and sell my nudes taking things from me thinking it's okay this isn't just another day been played many times thinking you could just steal my rhymes no need to point fingers at me I come with a fee can't you see open a book and look while I continue to write this hook might have said no simple syllables or rhymes I'm just taking my time hoping that maybe hearing this you'll be myne I try everyday to be better than I was yesterday even while holding myself together this way this isn't just a play wakin' up everyday confused knowing I was abused some maybe just confused or even amused