I look at myself I wonder who I am I'm I the same person Just living off the lam I need a companion Someone to understand Someone to make me happy Someone to hold my hand I stare into the mirror Wanting to be sucked in What have I done I lost all my friends After the massacre I'm at the other end It is no different I want to start again Would.you love me more If i killed someone for you Would you hold my hand They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you Would you turn me in When they say im on the loose Would you hide me when my face is on the news 'cause i killed someone for you Outside I try to look calm Inside I'm a ticking time bomb I could go off at any time You know I'm not the same I'm wearing my disguise My emotions a maze Don't know whats happening The night sky blackening You habe to understand The one I killed was me Changing what I was For what you wanted me to be I followed your direction Did everything you asked I hope it makes you happy 'Cause theres no turning back Would.you love me more If i killed someone for you Would you hold my hand They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you Would you turn me in When they say im on the loose Would you hide me when my face is on the news 'cause i killed someone for you