I just need to get out of my head stress from this depression nd cant get out bed every time I try i break down and cry and i cant over power my battles alone theres way too many they tower and devour ova top of me and I cant even shout out too the world because Its always been ignoring me just like my family im always locked out w no key nowhere to go im lost and abandoned on my own like a stray cat with no mat to scratch starved and chewing on fish bones and not tryn to go down like that and im always forced to follow the beaten broken wrong path now how the fuk im ever gunna stay on any right track bloked by a wall, only opportunity is full of drugs and alcohol and scrutiny only choice is fail homeless or in jail with multiple chances of insanity only things lifes ever handed me same time stranded me as im broke down already fell cant breath n couldn't get up this time life on earths realm is kinda like a living hell I just need to get out of my head because crucially feeling humanly uselessly not a human being at all no where to go no one to call wouldn't even matter if I was alive at all so I close my eyes and fall as far away i can afford to go the only place i know and have for now secluded in my fukkn head