Holy Grail

snort a rail get cold chills spit a flow thats pure like the holy grail yo I cant fail i cant let the boat sink when im tryna sail and find myself but my thoughts are a bitch just raining hell constantly tellin me i need help but i tell myself im ok i don't feel pain im numb sippin novacain sometimes even injectin it in my veins i can handle physical abuse but not hurtful words that i say to myself sticks n stones may break my bones but words will kill a soul didnt ya know they can make u feel empty and far from whole but still gtta play my role and let the dice roll ans hope for a double while avoiding conflict and trouble turn the bass up and the treble low so u can hear my flow thats pure gold like a pot of gold gotta get a hold of my dome so I dont go a stray for my safe place im done experiencing hate kill em with kindness to become king so i can be addressed as yo highness no longer depressed mo longer opressed no longer stressed no longer stay in a sleep in my bed its time to wake up and make a change so i dont feel astranged cuz my brain different and deranged i can't be tamed or detained but I can refrain from the plain picture frame of my past pain its now fuck u fuck her fuck him and fuck what you all say cuz at the end of the day i only got me myself and I and I cant lie I love my life