vulnerable

Hey its me again Christian Chadwick that normal guy in the corner of your eye tryna fit in like everyone he might as well be considered average they look at my resume dead in my eye they look again and say umm where is your talent they say be yourself man they should be a comedian cause when I do that no one ever likes that they always ganging on me I never fought back you ever had someone pose as you and mess up the chances to the person that you really ever truly loved gee talk about fake friends wasn't they calling me a monkey cause Im black now the Black lives matter movement happened they the same niggas that be hopping on trends oh god when will this nightmare end Im just speaking fax not tryna offend u messed up the chances of me having a girlfriend Im pretty much pill without the p Im feeling ill when I was young I had a gun at my face from another nigga and thank god it wasn't filled cause I wouldn't have another day or another way without a say how my weak ass could've lived I don't know how to feel cause that day I've could've been killed talk about my spine filled with chills Im pretty much kill without the k Im still feeling ill don't like the way how my homie do them drug deals Im like spiderman in his suit im about to kill Ima show what it means to be real how u gonna call me Christian lovable when they look at me they think Im horrible but when they do the same thing its adorable Im like captain America without his shield Im vulnerable nigga