footprints in the sand

steady walking on this tight rope, I'm close to the edge. depression get the best of me i can't get ahead try to reach out to my family but we fallen apart, something to this day that still breaking my heart, from my dad's passing I learned life's everlasting it's a miracle don't take it for granted you lose out on something spiritual, and even though we caught in a rift don't break my relationship with God life is a gift, just when you think you alone look in the sand, pay attention real close footprints in the sand, dark days dark nights I'm getting real cold, losing control wondering if I'm losing my soul, but I learned it is not my to own I'm grown sometimes still feel like a kid, till I wake up and realize what reality is the reality is I'm falling like no gravity depravity I'm losing all my sanity family mad at me my enemies they blast at me I'm losing my mortality