downing demons

let me know right now, im ingesting demons and this spirits are so loud, got me drinking all this pain, shovel addiction in my vains until im reaching through these lyrics that i paint! let me know right now! are you super human, are you proud, of the man that you became, shoveling addiction in your vains, while your reaching through these lyrics that you paint! let me know right now! waking up and im feeling the worse, look im faded again and i feel like im lyeing inside of a hurse, no ones around me, no one surounds me, bottles of liquor just covers the halls, floor and the walls, insanity bringing profanity looking for bottles of zanax so i dont throw up and get dizzy and fall, lost for daze, stuck inside a maze, inside my head these fox hole prayers i pray! but i just cannot get away, i am a slave, to these demons i let play, inside my soul for days! "chorus" let me know right now, im ingesting demons and this spirits are so loud, got me drinking all this pain, shovel addiction in my vains until im reaching through these lyrics that i paint! let me know right now! are you super human, are you proud, of the man that you became, shoveling addiction in your vains, while your reaching through these lyrics that you paint! let me know right now! Now im paralized, stuck in the hotel bathroom wanting to die, taking another hit so i can fly, why did this guy never touch the sky when hes so high, riding on this ocean of emotion i try to control with this posion potion, I feel the corrosion inside of my soul, i lost my oldest son at 10 years old, i didnt watch him grow, instead i let these deamons go and grow inside my soul i felt the tole inside this hole, I felt the the pain, look at these people looking at me like im going insane, taking a pill and a fix and a hit and it feels like heaven burning in rain rain, never maintained whatch my blood drain out my own vains but god reagns removing these chains he taught me how to take flight, ignite my soul so i can fight, my future feels so bright, I see my son, I see the light! chorus