feels

self decided that I'll bite it no rewinding am behind an is she grinding we in a fight and it's night hit him so hard fail to bite switching the flow like you didn't know open the door now you listen hopefully you don't miss it look in my mind it's dark there's a tendency of causing a spark I dont share my thoughts cause there too many dots for you to connect enough capping let's get real something that you might feel I wanna take the pill but i dont wanna die don't even want to try I want the pain to end I've broken my bone cause sometimes I feel that I'm just alone I'm punching the wall rejecting the calls domt even wanna go to any malls alone I am what ryhmes with test I am what ryhmes with pressed I am what ryhmes with messed and I'm just drowning it so astounding how I'm always thinking constantly end up sinking scared getting lost in my mind wanna rewind wanna do it right but that's not life I keep causing people strife I guess I am just irritatating constantly hating on myself I want help but don't want to scream to loud cause then u will turn around u want to help but then u get sad with me that's how it feels X2