#TRIALSnTRIBULATIONS #2020Bangers #TopTeir #HOODTHREAT #BMBEST @bmvideo 🎞 #realmuzic 🎶 #realartists 🎙 #staytuned 🎧👂 💯💯 [lyrics] - By - Prodigy [hook] Man to tell the truth, i been stuck up in my thoughts feeling stranded Like i wanna give up Gave you all the trust you could handle an you still took advantage Tell me just how much is enough [verse] Man the life of a sinner gets so demanding its tuff luck till you get some understanding I know how it feels to be abandoned And Its uncanny Only the real know how it can be Everything i know was Self taught Thats how made sho i understand it Whole lotta nights id rexamine my life tryna find answers tired of temporary fixes i need more than a bandage Sometimes i think like whats the chances that theres an afterlife? is it something fake we create to keep people in line or is blind faith the only answer for mankind im not saying i dont believe i just need help to understand it Dear god if you can hear me i pray for my family thank you for helping mawmaw beat cancer dad i miss the days we had time to conversate now when i call you never answer i remember back when nobody could relate couldnt stay on the same page even ma turned me away safe to say i got disowned for my mistakes no more chances to contemplate The day i got locked up i became Traumatized victim of a twisted prison system designed to break our faith and keep us comin back to pay they labeled me a drop out addict without hope for redemption one day Im just tryna say for heavens sake Stop the tape Not me no way As much as i hate to say only got Myself to blame pawpaw i know your in a better place you were there when i had nowhere to stay so in a way wasnt alone through them rainy days Came so far from my tainted ways I hope youd be proud if you were here today i just wish you could see carlee mae she done got so big she already 8 her brother karston turns 2 at the end of may and ava grace is due just a month away i wish i could say its all been okay but it feels like the last decade our family's drifted away Turn the page Learnin from my mistakes Impulsive ways Made me look for love in the wrong places either way, i found peace in each peice of my heart that would break safe to say pain gave me strength to find my way my world was fallin apart but i decided it was time to get out the dark Turn the page we puttin bags in the car, fillin up the gas tank, to leave the state for a new start, a blank slate got a job makin a honest wage saved till i could afford a place got hitched along the way at first it was great skip ahead 4 more years and 4 states away everything changed you were playin games used to be my saving grace now your my worst mistake i cant replace tried to save our love but drugs made me to blind to see that it was fake glad i was able to make it thru the trials and tribulations still standin | not taking shit for granted Sometimes life gets hard to manage Errybody tryna screw each other over till they change they point of vantage Livin life behind a camera got these bitches minds stuck on some only fans shit My lil bruh ask me how you learned to trust in your gut when you keep getting stuck in the same rut takin damage i know it sucks but Thats just how the world works accept the things you cant answer Truthfully the ones closest lie bout the most shit till you catch em red handed And expose em for posin as somethin they aint Like a maniquenn with a fake smile I been havin these questions stuck in my head for awhile And im demanding them answered before i die [hook] Man to tell the truth, i been stuck up in my thoughts feeling stranded Like i wanna give up Gave you all the trust you could handle an you still took advantage Tell me just how much is enough