saving now

Would you really save me now, I’m falling too far down, feels like I’ve lost my way, can’t seem to find my way. Would you really save me now, from this dark, cold place, feels like I can’t go on, hoping for better days. Pretty sure I’m losing my mind  Reality has been unkind  The ground is moving under my feet  I’m losing control; it’s hard to sleep  Can’t concentrate on simple tasks  Can’t think enough to even ask  Fuck this im losing my mind  its too hard to fake a smile this time  doesn't anybody realize im not fucking fine  when I say im just tired  im dying inside  A mind so full, a heart so cold. So bitter, self hatred starting to unfold I cant get away,  there's no escaping it. I have to fight it,  I wont give in. I won't let my fucked up conscience win