mental health

I am 18 years old But i hit the blunt I need rest like a cat I'm so done with the stress And i keep thinking about the bad thoughts that i have, and i see the good, but i keep thinking about death And i do my best to improve in what is left, but my mental health is not the best You know it's bad Like i am thinking about the future like it's all a test, because the only thing i need right now is just some rest And i hope it will be gone So that I'm able to move on But I'm stuck in this cage, like what's going on? Let me focus on my mind and I'll be done I'm like a ghost in a house, always gone