crying at your funeral

I started out just a beginner, didn't know nothing about the game, I had to learn the hard way, doing different kinds of drugs, from acid to sherm, to angel dust, almost died trying to make a name for myself, started gangbanging, claiming the Norte, I had to read alot before I knew what I was reping I learned the history all the way to when it first started, got big in the game for all the wrong reasons, had armed hitman watching my house making sure I was protected at all times, from my enemies, I became the heffa, they killed my right hand snoop, to send a message to me, they got murdered in jail the same day, this game is no joke it will eat you up and spit you out, and have people crying at your funeral. I've been in the game since the early 90's at 42 I'm still harder than 99 percent of these so called gangsters, I have respect for every single gangster that lost his life in the street, cause of there sacrifice im still in the game now, before I take a sip I still poor out.