The days go by, the nights get colder, all this depression weighs like a boulder, my heart is on fire, which causes my mind to smolder, I wish my school didn't show me the cold shoulder, but who in their right mind would give a shit, who would care about some 14 year old idiot, just 'cause I'm a kid doesn't make me fuckin' ignorant, I won't take it, not one bit, so sick of it, so don't get a fit if you get fuckin' hit for being a fuckin' prick who calls my brother a douche, yeah you may be right but I don't want him to take that shit from you, yeah I hate my family sometimes, but they could be gone any day, so that's why I love you is what they hear me say, so in case they die in a car wreck I'll get that emotion off my chest, but if they say it back then that'd be the best, I still mourn my dad a lot, I just wish that pain would rest, 'cause god knows I ain't gettin' none, too busy cryin' in my bed, too much pain inside my head, wanna fill this comment section with this lead, spitting and dishing out what I've never said, 'cause each time I make a rap, just know it's the first time I came up with the bars I jot down on a pad, I'll be a writer or a rapper, just like my dad, but I'm too young to be such a nervous wreck, turnin' heel like turnin' the wheel, bust my head open on the pavement, is my life from bad karma and I'm stuck with dishin' out the payment? I don't wanna wait for death, I'm not that patient, but I guess I gotta be, 'cause I've gotta do a lotta waiting.