Real

ill send u a message i aint shuting up expressions bubbling blood till i erupt the essnece of everything the recipe of depression sweat pen ink an the questions kept deep in the centre of ma chest bleed in ma bed i forgot the remedy to treat the memories so ma therapy sleep ill never be freed unless death is the key this negativity speaks have to stay focused on ma lane soilder through the pain i pray for patience my real feelings of rage come home on this page ? im frustrated fucking sadists just play this taste shit when ive made it ill remember the way u hated waves of pain to entartaint a bitch made me go insane slit my wrists ur not even human im litterally sick to death of losing u abusing all this true shit it should be a movement u really cant relate or respect the time wasted on these deaf ears this app can kiss my ass becaused its rigged like a mast on a ship with no wind there has to be someone who listens to my mission sees my vision agrees with my decsion to dream im digging deep throwing everything ive got is this gonna hit home or not what could change this kid left to rot i would scream if i could stop dont u believe im on my knees in defeat weak robbed of my energy because no matter what i do what in say what ive been through u do not care anyway i try so hard and i just cant go no further im at the end of the road no time to reload aim at the sky my faith has died makes me cry inside why because u ignore this war against the poor ate yeah ur plate full this hunger and thirst my stomach hurts might just burst break this fucking table curse god how can this be life grow up huh why love will never come never blow up im noone bruh chosen for nothing no purpose worthless unless theres a god send when will i get my chance isnt that fair dont like to share because ur selfish kids that spit dogshit beware im breathe this like air it keeps me from drowning into despair i warn u if u ignore i will never make it ashore im kicking hard swinging fists like matrial arts i cant give in to the dark this is dawn if u admit ive drawn a pic ive sworn to stick with you till i die to be honest i cant promise this really cant predict what this misit will be but ill say ill be real till the day i die why because to be fake is to die inside to hide behind a disguise of lies will never be me