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It's so unforgettable and so undeniable this life's so hard I don't feel like Tryon no more cause all of this stressins causing this aggression why does everything in life have to be a test in Pathetic poetics and all the drug synthetic. Feel the walls closing n on me all this pain inside is agony. I feel my heart about to explode one more false accusation and I'll make your world implode cause see I just cnt do anything right so I guess we are all her for the ride so sit back and hold on tight Lost everything helping others before myself But where are they when I’m in need of help. I swear life has me thinking it’s a fucking joke I’ve had enough of my self loathing sulks. I’m feeling myself turning psychotic Haha I guess you can say I’m neurotic. My anger is like a loaded gun Piss me off and I’ll have some fun. I’m blunt so I’ll tell you how shit is And if you get offended just know this. I don’t care for any drama And fuck me over I’ll be your karma. These days I try and keep it real And most don’t so it’s hard to deal. I’m about to paralyze my feelings Fuck it , I just gotta learn to care about me. Since day one my life has been a roller coaster ride. Sometimes I wonder how I’m even still alive. Can’t believe how many people you love will lie Life struggles got me thinking why even try. I’m manic depressive and I overthink My head feels like a ship about to sink. I constantly Worry about everything Then I end up with anxiety They say life is full of new beginnings Yet I always end up with the same damn ending. These days I don’t feel like I exist And lately everything has got me pissed. I Just want to see the good in life But can’t no matter how much I sacrifice So stressed with life, I’m about to explode The new me finally says bye to the old. I don’t like snitches or fake ass friends Stab my back, don’t expect to make Amends. My chemical imbalance makes it hard to function Shit It is what it is end of discussion