gone

2011 was the year when I found out, that dad had cancer ask doctor, if theres a cure but he didnt have any answer my tears started to pour nonthing else seems to matter how the hell I'm gonna move on we never finished our chapter seeing momma heart shattered and all our family scattered everything fallen apart noone cared what comes after wishing this is just a nightmare please wake me from this disaster I dont have an appetite go right ahead and toss my platter (fuck it) you will always be in my heart just because your gone doesnt mean we grew apart it's so hard to say good bye it's been so long. since I've seen you I know your up there smiling down just know that ..we miss you forever you will be miss ill always remember this reminisce remember the time you gave me that first kiss when mom gave birth to me you told me son dont cry I will be by your side for the rest of my life I really wish you said this but that's a lie now your up in the sky so far away now I'm left to tell my new friends nothing but lies just in a matter of time they'll find out you died