FCK R_23-37

When I was young I was sexually touched I knew it was wrong But I was too young I couldn’t do anything to change it I’ve never had my real dad I think everyday is he going to come back He doesn’t love me He doesn’t care bout me He’s never tried to contact me I wish I didn’t feel like a mistake But everyday I wish he woulda stepped up to the plate And been the dad I’ve always hoped for But I know now he was to poor He couldn’t afford a kid But dad u didn’t have to do this I don’t want yo money All I want his for explanation why Why did u have to abandon me Why couldn’t u be there for me I text u constantly I call u everyday And everytime u just keep declining I just wanna kno if I did sum wrong Dad I just want to feel loved U and mom abandoned me When I needed it most Y’all couldn’t be there for me I just wanted to be wit my family Even if we were unwealthy I don’t care about the money I just want us to be together I feel like our relationship Is a feather We keep falling further and further down I just wish time would slowdown So I could tell u how I feel Maybe u would kno And be a dad and actually be real I love u dad I always have and always will....