sinking ships

Sinking ships still float with water in the hull, but hopelessness gets harboured when there's water on the floor. Crying out to God the Father "can u patch another hole? If I died today I don't know where that I would go!" I believe in Gods plan but i don't execute it like Gods man. I'm flawed with all this sin, it dwells within my skin. I trip on worldly things while neglecting the son of man. I'm talking bout the Holy Trinity the only part of my life that's healing me. The one I call to vanquish my enemy's yet I won't give up that which is killing me. I'm still holding out, wasting energy, stopping the synergy, my God is a friend to me. My God is the healing tree the center of all living things. I'm grateful that he stays with me as I sway dangerously, I've got some pent up rage in me I'm hoping it's just a phase we'll see, listen to me I'm speaking blatantly. The demons like killing dreams. This is just a lyrical killing spree to make all the demons flee, I self proclaim Jesus is the king Sinking ships still float with water in the hull, but hopelessness gets harboured when there's water on the floor. Crying out to God the Father "can u patch another hole? If I died today I don't know where that I would go!" It seems I've ventured further I fear I've become a martyr. My heart is cold like frozen water, I'm gana need some excelorant to spark er. I've got a ground short that keeps arching and I'm scared by all the sparking. Through my prayers I keep on calling but through the floor i keep falling and the lights have all went and darkened, I feel like a Martian yet still I keep marching. I'm praying that the problems will start parting and the demons will loosen the harness. Thease are wasted energy's I harness I seak to bring back the harvest, my fruit is all rotten but my faiths not forgotten, need to start standing and stop plotting Sinking ships still float with water in the hull, but hopelessness gets harboured when there's water on the floor. Crying out to God the Father "can u patch another hole? If I died today I don't know where that I would go!"