Have you ever been disregarded, so much it hurt to the point you wanted to give up, I'm like hold up, im holding my head high I was deprived had to sacrifice my time to get by, I was set back from my failures, blessings in disguise, I had to ask why, yes I would cry, praying, hands folded askin God why, everyone hits rock bottom at some point, dont you deny, dont cry, I'm willing to hold your hand along the way, be your guide, I'm willin to bite my tongue once again, swallow my pride, im pushing forward regardless of everyone that lied, im willing to push forward feel my pain, when I almost died, I looked left to right, nobody on my side, yea I cried but i pushed all that shit aside, cause i knew deep within, I had the power to abide, pick myself up- once again to save my own life, all that pain all that suffering, turnin to music, old tracks and videos on my cheap Nokia, YouTube still buffering, hiding my connections- had everyone wondering who I even fucked with, wasnt ready for anyone- never ready to get fucked with, had all the power to be the greater judge- that's how I stuck with it, seems like when it rains man it sure does pour, get in position hands folded like a praying mantis, begging the Lord, people around me tellin me I was ungrateful just cause I deserved more and because I was labeled as worth less, I dont mind be worthless so I closed that door, I'm not no whore, however I do keep a score, I only could count on one hand, back than- it was only one man, not even 2 to 4, that's why I closed the door, say it with me "yes I do deserve more, I'm crying now but later you're gonna hear me roar" anyway, locked it up threw away the key, fake faces, pulling bluffs, straight bluffing me, if only you could see the ugly me, then I would appreciate your words of wisdom, that's what I said when I had like 30 somethin or more tryna marry me, I highly doubt I could marry all those souls, man this is too old, you're just so cold, I'm not even where I'm supposed to be, cause if I was I would already know that no one is bluffing me, turnin lust in to love then discussing me, your gossip was bold, but I was cold to just dont come with me, I couldnt even stand me, I wouldnt even fuck with me, but better luck next time, you better duck from me, get your hands off of me, just dont touch me, this is harassment, its unwanted and I want to be left alone, cant wait to learn from all this nonsense and spit it all back, leave your ass mind blown, do what my parents told, got memories of my family then pictured my dad gettin old, that's why I came home
If I would of known he was as sick as he was i would of never left, had to learn riskin my life, takin chances, wanting people so much, risking more and more just to keep a bet, I still think about everyone I met but my parents love was more to me, still live with that regret, I blame the demons I was battling, they still haunt my head, turn the lights down, hide my face under the covers when I'm in my bed, feels like I'm suffocating, maybe already dead
Contemplated suicide, trapped in my own head, kickin and screaming, couldnt think ahead, full bodied figure with horns and everything, by God I knew I was mislead, chasing after a bum as man, just to think I would win that bread, he took everything from me then was tryna turn me red
I knew he was the one that set me up, tryna get me shot, started out so innocent, I swear everyone was just smokin pot, had it down pat, that cause i did alot, satan could get a hold of me cause I stress alot, weakened spirits around me, gettin cloudy, alot of yellin around me, kissin and tellin round me, blinded by fake friends that clearly doubted me, I went ahead of myself and got extra proud of me, dont need no one like that ever again around me, fuck outta here you ain't shit to me, hittin me, kickin me to the ground, takin one shot then 10 other rounds, loaded up those weapons, spittin on me, not givin a shit if I couldnt hear any sounds, I wasn't to proud, they was tryna chase clout, I was yelling too loud, im out of the mud now, I dont give no fucks cause givin a fuck is not allowed, do you understand me now, I know I got you sayin somethin similiar to "wow" yeah it's just wow, I go through whatever time allow, I get through everything hit everyone in my way with a pow, hasta manana, have a good life now, its bye for now, come back later, see you then, chow... see you then, come back later... chow..
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Have you ever been disregarded, so much it hurt to the point you wanted to give up, I'm like hold up, im holding my head high I was deprived had to sacrifice my time to get by, I was set back from my failures, blessings in disguise, I had to ask why, yes I would cry, praying, hands folded askin God why, everyone hits rock bottom at some point, dont you deny, dont cry, I'm willing to hold your hand along the way, be your guide, I'm willin to bite my tongue once again, swallow my pride, im pushing forward regardless of everyone that lied, im willing to push forward feel my pain, when I almost died, I looked left to right, nobody on my side, yea I cried but i pushed all that shit aside, cause i knew deep within, I had the power to abide, pick myself up- once again to save my own life, all that pain all that suffering, turnin to music, old tracks and videos on my cheap Nokia, YouTube still buffering, hiding my connections- had everyone wondering who I even fucked with, wasnt ready for anyone- never ready to get fucked with, had all the power to be the greater judge- that's how I stuck with it, seems like when it rains man it sure does pour, get in position hands folded like a praying mantis, begging the Lord, people around me tellin me I was ungrateful just cause I deserved more and because I was labeled as worth less, I dont mind be worthless so I closed that door, I'm not no whore, however I do keep a score, I only could count on one hand, back than- it was only one man, not even 2 to 4, that's why I closed the door, say it with me "yes I do deserve more, I'm crying now but later you're gonna hear me roar" anyway, locked it up threw away the key, fake faces, pulling bluffs, straight bluffing me, if only you could see the ugly me, then I would appreciate your words of wisdom, that's what I said when I had like 30 somethin or more tryna marry me, I highly doubt I could marry all those souls, man this is too old, you're just so cold, I'm not even where I'm supposed to be, cause if I was I would already know that no one is bluffing me, turnin lust in to love then discussing me, your gossip was bold, but I was cold to just dont come with me, I couldnt even stand me, I wouldnt even fuck with me, but better luck next time, you better duck from me, get your hands off of me, just dont touch me, this is harassment, its unwanted and I want to be left alone, cant wait to learn from all this nonsense and spit it all back, leave your ass mind blown, do what my parents told, got memories of my family then pictured my dad gettin old, that's why I came home If I would of known he was as sick as he was i would of never left, had to learn riskin my life, takin chances, wanting people so much, risking more and more just to keep a bet, I still think about everyone I met but my parents love was more to me, still live with that regret, I blame the demons I was battling, they still haunt my head, turn the lights down, hide my face under the covers when I'm in my bed, feels like I'm suffocating, maybe already dead Contemplated suicide, trapped in my own head, kickin and screaming, couldnt think ahead, full bodied figure with horns and everything, by God I knew I was mislead, chasing after a bum as man, just to think I would win that bread, he took everything from me then was tryna turn me red I knew he was the one that set me up, tryna get me shot, started out so innocent, I swear everyone was just smokin pot, had it down pat, that cause i did alot, satan could get a hold of me cause I stress alot, weakened spirits around me, gettin cloudy, alot of yellin around me, kissin and tellin round me, blinded by fake friends that clearly doubted me, I went ahead of myself and got extra proud of me, dont need no one like that ever again around me, fuck outta here you ain't shit to me, hittin me, kickin me to the ground, takin one shot then 10 other rounds, loaded up those weapons, spittin on me, not givin a shit if I couldnt hear any sounds, I wasn't to proud, they was tryna chase clout, I was yelling too loud, im out of the mud now, I dont give no fucks cause givin a fuck is not allowed, do you understand me now, I know I got you sayin somethin similiar to "wow" yeah it's just wow, I go through whatever time allow, I get through everything hit everyone in my way with a pow, hasta manana, have a good life now, its bye for now, come back later, see you then, chow... see you then, come back later... chow..
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this nice as fuck.. SALUTE
This Fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥Awesome track
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GOOD JOB HOMIE💪💪💪💪
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you really really wrote a good song Dee.. this record is a classic.
yes on boss that hard
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