Life tought me a lesson cant be moving all reckless I dont want no ratchet i need a queen out of essence Family first move with loyalty its  been the message My granny tought me that with out her i be in depression Came far from that nigga im the alley just selling packs Now im behind a microphone nigga just making slaps I cant take the pressure with these demons on my back But i aint worried anymore now i got a plan of attack Take em down one by one an leave them bitches in the past I hope you can forgive me this a letter to you I know i put you through the most im telling the truth I cant take yo pain away that i kept putting you through i just hope you know im sorry an im thinking of you You in my mind yeah my mental everything we been through we both had it rough but you the one i would vent to I know i need you bad but i know i wont get you but i just really want you back even with all the issues An you aint brokin so i never have to fix you I cant see it comeing down my eyes but i gotta make thos song cry I would take everything back just to get you