need to find myself

i need to find myself im not a open bookshelf im closed in full of sin so much aggression and depression you dont like my face expression you act like its your mission to hurt me this is my passion only place i get my satisfaction just aint got enough traction need some views maybe i need some interviews need to put out more fire gun fir i spit fire you misfire watch it back fire throw you in hell fire i wont expire need to get my brain rewired all these bitches getting qaugmired as i go after all ive desired never gonna hear lakes is retired i never get tired sometimes i wanna kill myself we was never happy felt so scrappy now i just wish everybody would get off my ass and pour me a damn glass gonna go get some grass drink till i pass out shut up you know nothin about me just now got off my knee i drown in my own doubt but motherfucker im about to sprout.This music is only thing that eases the pain anymore that old kid screaming is in the morgue now hes trying to win a award after that he will become bored so he will take out the hoarde of bitches that walk this game howd they even get this fame its a shame should be ashamed wish you had my mind hop inside come on you will run and that was just a crumb seems like everyone alive is dumb they all scum if you ask me