somtimes i feel like drinkin but when i do i be sinkin into bein manicly depressed and hardly ever thinkin i get anixious way to much so i smoke alot im sinkin into a hole thats built for me so i stare at it mot blinkin i tell everyone im okay but im a mess now everyday got some stress up on my cheast that i cant seem to take away hate my reflection in the mirror cause its startin to turn gray every happy moment i recall has long gone down the drain yea i hate myself but i hate u to hate all the things u made me do i been down on my knees and i prayed that you would leave me be but u left me blue fuck u depression done wit everything that you put me through im over this and im over you im done with you