8teen

Nearly 18 not a thing achieved feeling like a disappoint and a waste of space need something to take this ease off me maybe a couple of V's will fix me, I honestly dont want to be so let me tell you something quickly before I go insane and end my life in vain 15 started smoking hanging out with friends joking talking about all the classes we have and what kids we hated and the one that made it worth it year later I picked up drinking not giving a fuck on where my future is heading, stuck on some new shit, achole is seems to be making me loopy, happy and sad is where my mood be FUCK is this what I want to be stuck in this world crashing to misery 17 not sure if I'm happy with my outcome but I'm forsure not gonna let this be a out run memory of what I shouldn't done because the worst thing you can do is get into drugs... it can fuck you up... drop outta school didn't even give a fuck, cant get a decent job cause I'm a jackass and that's what's up, I'll diss myself cause I know it's my fault on how I ended up in this hole but the lesson to be is that you have to stay clean and listen to me when I say it's worth giving your time into your life so let me see you succeed Soon to be 18 and my life is gonna end up the same but I'm trying to save me by getting into this therapy that Nathan recommended me, music is medicine and should be used for all types of meditating, So just listen to me when I say stay clean and be who you be cause that's the best thing that will happen to you and that's gonna be sweet #hot #post #new #starter