couple of birds

god why cant i find my place? lost and feeling like a disgrace so much blood on my hands dirty deeds i did for greed hearts ive broke at the time my heart was choked feeling like i lost my soul devil on my shoulder god in my heart im gods soilder break me down tear me apart take me back to the start build me up sow me back i will no longer feel stuck everyone around me is falling thanking god for the blessings pick yourself up off the bottom these drugs are your problem all those happy memories youve forgotten looking at the clock wondering about the options for centuries theyve been addicted thousands of years of pain infflicted when you take a hit or bump of that line you can do that i aint got the time nor the place come visit and stay come outside and play i stomp all the yay i wanna get far away i need some space headed into orbit i will no longer forfit or forget but forgive homies life was shortlived asking to light the blunt i said torch it you dont stand for shit even tho we all have a chance at the kingdom innocence was not in the victum ceasing to be pressed by this stress sorry if i failed your test asking for forgiveness am i already blessed? or do i need to confess i gotta get something off my chest i slayed a couple birds in their nest