rain down my vein

noone ever show us no love that whywe tur to different drugs something i mix my drink with fak hugs just to show i have no pain yet inside all just rains down hopefully i can touch that deadly vein ever since he left in 09 nothing been the same just let u know i think of yiur name everyday miss u my guy without u im goin insane u use to keep me in the rigy lane wish they was a train where i can go see u everyday wish i can go and see ur face tigether wrestling or u letting me win race