for my homies

rap menace in the making/ crown me king/bc imma make it /no fake shit/knowing you hate it so bad got me laughing in my own head/damn if you only knew how bad i just wanna get along be drama free/honestly i probably never get any peace of mind util i focus thebgrind listen to God its so not do live wrong/ im trynna live right sometimes i feel like ive lost sight or hust gave up/or do i juatt not give a fuck anymore/voices in my head aways at war/ i dont know whats gottn into i got to find that raw energy that lost and locked deep inside the inner me/feels like i have to fight my way thru everything/ God on my side he provide the strength in me/whats wrong with me? it just that nothing feel right or feels like what my life was supposed to be/ the walls feel like the closing in/ days become weeks weeks become months months turn into years/ i wish we could all go back grandma grandpa, my homie rusty and juke/man it must be clock on the wall killing us all/but dudes i swear if i knew, i would lit that last blunt up remanised. to many that we miss/ that we never see again/for you I rip this shit/ i spit the shit bc i am inspired feel the fire i burn the beat so.clean send me to heaven hear the angels sing amazing grace and jesus loves me/i pray every day and meditate to my loved ones passed away one day i see ya face, life hard the steuggle relentless/ i just wanna live life happy/why people wanna hurt me/ no love for charlie d ? fuck em thats why i come back like that kid feom colombin if you would show me love instead of hate me and mistreat me iwould have to grab a nine and shotgun and come back and shooting everything up/ i just want love instead of this cruel treatment i dont give a fuck/lost my mind im stucl but i won't give up/find my place one day looking down like a king bc of the struggles i been thru karma owes me and if karma don't pay up im wait up late and take my ass down to the bank come turu the roof into the safe with a grenade and out the front door/on hybusa and scoot cops hot my trail still made it out wit the loot