after life feat mr scenario

after life I am bad after life I messed after life I use to cry after I am choosing god after life I am killing myself everyday sorting my stacks every night calling my god god I wanna say take me away coz everyone will hate me I am sinner and i will giving up I know god you hear me sometimes you make me feel sick God I am praying 2x forgive my sins I am young killer and I am feeling sick I wanna leave my family I wanna take everything of mine I wanna make up my life so easy I am stressed everyday coz I am waking up I do everything coz I am working hard