Feel Alone

Feel Alone I laying on my bed,and feel alone. Notbody text me or calls me. I am so sad. I feel bad. Notbody are here for me. why,why,why! I loosing my hope for better life. I don't understand why I leave people to hurt my. Why I am so stupid and can not stop them. Why I can't be just happy and really loved. Why,why,why! Everybody told me the same about me. They said I am very nice and good person. I care about everybody,helping them how I can. People see it and use me for my kindness. I can't stop them. I am not that strong. I loose my power. I am still not strong enough to stop them all. Oh,God,why I can't be happy? Why notbody can't truly loves me? What I done bad in my life? Why I need pay for something very cruely? I want to feel to by loved! Please,God give me some luck to find my true love. Please help me! I want to feel love. I want to feel love. I want to feel love.