I'm sorry(to Jason...AKA pa)

Shout out to my dead homie Joshua Tha Prophet... he died new years 2019... he's a ghost now.. FM Ghost that is... Battle me n get slayn I make it plain I ain't the typical rapper fuck a gold chain why get a million dollar check n blow the whole thang fuck items n objects I invest in people help em out n teach the difference between good n evil still ain't let go of some of my pain either pain doubts n fear 'll make you crave deisel resources fuck us over like we them lame ppl RIP to my old stage name JTP n FMG we the same ppl put 2 n 2 together, read in between the lines... New name; same dude I'm back n I'm still on my grind I kinda blew up last night I been dwelling on the last 8 months I'm sorry I took my pain out on you you love me like a son fuck it I'll accept it someone I'd actually rather love like a dad than my biological dad for once a regular conversation. mornin pa how ya been I actually slept for once last night usually after ten.. I ponder.. If somethings bothering you.. I'm an empath n it bothers me next time if you goin through something just talk to me believe it or not I'll listen.. when you need it the most I carry a cross fulla pain I'm the greatest comforter I know I don't want an apology I just want you to forgive me for bein a dope I carry a cross with