suicide prevention

you were young when you took flight im kinda pissed you didnt put up a fight we had our battle but at the end of the night what i did wasnt right. i put hands on a man who was still a boy i put you through hell i didnt know you were unwell. when i saw you those day before you killed yourself part of me blamed myself it wasnt all my fault but im sorry if i made you feel small i guess i saw something in you that you didnt. wish you couldve finsihed this mission and stood tall. the pain i caused you made me diffrent. the last time i saw you wish i knew your intent. your suicied let something in me die my momma cried and your mother lost her mind even tho you were an asshole i still thought you were cool you were no angel but hopefully thats what god made you into im still pissed at you if you know something similar listen to my words just know that you arent the only one thats hurt the day i heard i had no words what was i suppose to tell my mom she probably hurts like she got hit by a bomb i guess you took time into your own hands you didnt wanna follow gods plan you let everyone down i hope your sleeping sound it wasnt all your fault shkuldve kept you locked down in a vault i never meant to assault but you attacked a beast you open my cage i let you feel my rage and i must live with it god please forgive ir