feel like im stuck in a dream the suns a ultralight beam tryna make me feel this dont feel real maybe this is a game but what is the aim like seriously what the fck am i am i supposed to die is that how i win or is that how sin maybe the afterlife is the next level and thats where im supposed to travel burried under gravel maybe then the secretes will unravel living is such wonder maybe i should place myself six feet under when i go to sleep that shit i see is too deep sometimes im falling into water them dreams are usually shorter other times im having wierd preminitions maybe thats my mission maybe i should become politicion imean i can also cause demolition whenever i have have a future dream it dont come true cursed like a demon in my dream i get temporarily paralyzed that usually happens when i am terrified wake up in the in morning im pain what the fck i thought that shit was in my brain like why does my body hate me why does it pain me why is it tryna hurt me whys it tryina beat me the pain is fading so slowly it dont help that i feel so lonely