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this isn't gonna be pretty lifes been snactched spinning making me dizzy rooms given me a sickness cause your in it this isn't gonna be pretty lifes been snactched spinning making me dizzy rooms given me a sickness cause your in it I wanna say fuck my feelin no I mean really how did u sleep it was hard for me and when I did woke up sick crying hurt cause I got blindsided should have spent more time looking what you was doing you left me in ruin trusting being used fuck this mood I wanna shoot my brain in every direction cause your in the room this pain has given me a sickness dig a hole I lame so I am going to go sorry to bother u all I had was the trust but your rude that's how it ended fuck me and my feelings Beneath the ground u walk Dirt tells a story shoes carry you to your future foolish ruined or walked beautifully maintained brilliantly interesting adventure But some times they untie Cause u to trip you hit the ground spin you like a top I have seen a thousand painted beautiful pictures landscapes carved with a brush Looking at the details found evidence I wasn't the one I looked at the ground but couldn't take off In Reality the paintings represent my life for as many times things go right Welcome to my life happy times but just like everyone disaster strikes Left alone thinking about random moments in my life You've looked in a mirror some years later and remember those random thoughts this will be the last time that thot crossed your mind it faded forgotten I watch the news sometimes to remind me of what not to do with my life see cause u can waste it any way you like Everything I have ever seen just makes me wanna cry Hands folded Preying for a better life Do bloody stained hands wash over time Things change for reasons who knows why Never looked at my ceiling that much I image the stars are closer than they are wishing i wasnt here off in a dream but I am not asleep My thoughts so thick it's hard to breathe Fantasys fulfilled but shatter in to broken pieces hit the peak happiness reached Faith in you keeps me reaching my hearts desire has been to keep you It ain't just your features I love about u baby but the only ones I see lately is the wall u built to hide from me ..... But I know you to well to stay hidden I almost right with u lost got tunnel vision picture us just living Speak please take us back to the things I have seen just need it to be Peace of mind sleep at night just ends with me crying This wasnt my intended path that thought I was taking Just to end up like this my foot prints left in the mud when it rains again it will the last trace of who I was