Up Up An Away Remix💯🧠

#rap #hiphop #rapfame #remix #lilwayne #yessitsmonty #2020 #flow #bars #melody #banger #hot #judge #like #comment #feedback Damn oh my oh my, been bout a month since you been in my life Know it drive you crazy you can't see me shine Cuz I had to block ya ass blowing up my line Talking bout the same I'm so sorry monty every time You use it as a little ruse to get me close to believing you Then once I get a clue ya strike like a spider recluse Like shit you only change your ways to benefit you Done lost hope for people seem like everybody else is too Kept my circle smaller than myself to stay true Cuz if somebody else try to control me with there influence I don't give a shit who the fuck it is My ex my mom my friend co worker the president Gonna see me go popeye and crack open two cans Of whoop ass gonna beat on you till you In the wind Continue to stalk ya over a couple days when you thought it all end Pop up surprise yes its monty imma do it again Self control self control self control Sometimes my morals be uh little  too dark Then gotta remind myself, come on monty now have a heart I done smoked that away in a couple months lost bunch of weight looking really fucked People who barely fucked with me came to me like yo what's up Do you got a brother that work here too I was like um no uh You talking bout monty that's me bud Dead ass guy said you on that wrong drug Hope you recover and stand back up said the guy That moment right there made me drop the pipe Crush that shit told them friends lifestyle bye bye Yeah feeling numb was fun but no longer what I like Guess I had to go feel death for a bit to really want life My brain so fragile right  cuz i kept hitting reset N delete on my mind The memories come an go now but not the ones I like Flashbacks to a raw illegal life sleeping how much a week one lucky if it was 2 nights Had no moderation kept revamping myself staying high Then disguised it as motivation flight  to help me take a vacation from my mind Felt so many ways experimenting buzzs different kinds Of possible things to alter my consciousness just right Wake up the next day repeating this process into the night Lost track of my self care oh alright didn't drink or eat sleep those were a fight All my focus an wants were placed on my mind I starting becoming convinced and driven by lies Once it was all done for I, wow can feel me switch off to a different side You won't like this guy, me an him nothing alike Were like evil an worse  cuz he be having no feelings or caring bout yours Can't be fucking with me spun out let you hear it mother fucker  in a couple minutes speak a million words This all thanks to that what uh yeah I think it is sir  what it called again ? Was on that upper upper Only was my 4th or fifth expiernece was becoming a lover lover Beacause naturally I felt shitty then lighter got lit g energy energy for me to recover Off the come down of that last high shit kept hitting tougher The dragon I was chasing was just bringing me to suffer Drugs are serious meth you dont want it brother Wish I could gain back my memory instead of this pressure But take scene over this beat murdered bring out a stretcher Like a serial killer practicing there technique i be getting better Someone bring me new head phones my song just had to shed them