G_Nate - Wondering

(Relaxed) Im so far down, underground That I cant hear a sound So many people talking Im just trying to drown them out (Loud) I cant live like this any longer My body getting weak But my emotions getting stronger I wonder! Will all this be gone Or will i live like this till im completely done! Struggling! To find my inner peace! Wondering! Will i ever get relief Pondering! If i should just leave! (Relaxed) Im terrified to know what will be in the future Will i still be here, or will i be living in torture Tired of everything that makes me feel so useless Tired of everything that makes me feel so worthless! Im trying to better myself but its hard When your living in anguish, anger, hatred This world is not for you its against you! (louder) People keep telling me shit i dont wanna hear Shit i already know, i just wanna blow! Seems like nothing is ever clear And i need to keep nagging Tired of everyone over here just keep on bragging! Tired of everyone that just keeps on laughing! Struggling! To find my inner peace! Wondering! Will i ever get relief Pondering! If i should just leave! (X2)