life is hard Hope I make it It's a risk But I'll take it Feeling like I'm living, stuck in the basement I'm just trying to get a higher placement Life is hard But I'll make it I can't wait a long time I'm feeling anxious I've just gotta get off The fucking pavement So they can hear me across The nation Life is hard Like the pavement I been walking, Thinking, pacing Trynna find my place These statements Fucking with my brain I hate it but i love it yeah i wouldn't change a thing Life is harder than these bars Tossing blame Avoid the cause Loss the feelings Going numb Dealt with cuts Selfish harm Bled the demons out my arms I keep moving staying strong To face the world's But thems is worse my whole life felt like a curse Others baggage Anchor me And keep me dragging Pulling smoke out of this blunt got me noticing the chains the pain it keeps on dragging me and i can't change a thing To feel higher then feeling dumb Life hard and that's a fact Testing us without a class Masquerading masochist Parade their thoughts When no one asked Last of all I hate the mass The world been weighing me down So i laugh Though the pain Like a mad clown Hatted up with my dunce cap Thats my crown Crazys are my kin Flow been broken wow What you meant? Pleased myself I seized my wealth I treat myself With a beltful beating Dreaming of good Is self defeating So i guess I'll just keep my heart beating You keep me bleeding im barely breathing winter times coming now im cold like the season life is hard but i believe in me ima make it surviving each day my only expectation Life is hard..... that is my only statement but ima see it through got some explanations that are long over due what's old to me is new to you think back to all the times you flew devastations coming this you knew its all just a game to you why say these words if they ain't true im human same as you life is hard... life is hard got me feeling blue tired of all the abuse late nights of self harm slashing through and through overwhelmed by all these thoughts of you am i just a joke or man thats lost all hope still trying my best to cope but sometimes i wish that I'd just choke maybe i feel better after a few lines of coke instead of speaking ima tie the rope around my neck and pull praying to god for forgiveness my hearts empty use to be full this battle is fucking endless time for me to close the book.. stories over closure never found laying downin my casket ive finally found peace 10 feet underground.. life is hard... life is hard... so i smoke to mend all my feelings got me drinking all night my fist rising towards the ceiling by the end of the night the liquors got me kneeling all of a sudden my emotions im revealing i wish that i could go back in time reclaim my stable state of mind instead of lying acting like im fine i spit my truth in every line im a soilder i gain more strength as i grow older with every experience i grow bolder giving all my haters the cold shoulder now this piece is finally over for the last time i finish up this rap with the same line life is hard..