2 friends can not have a baby

ive been feeling some type away that I can't explain it, lossing my mind for some type of shit that I can't embrace it, this ia my shame ass life fuck it homboy lets just blaze it, everybody talkimg shit they making all these faces. ive be doing my my own like this song let it go, i dont know why you doing this to me i got hurt, ansd deep down love dont mean shit round here, i be making my musice to heal god please take the wheel, it aint no more fun and games to me i know you real, but please get that i run my own show i dont i dont wana loose it plz get that we just friends and dont confuse it im killing inside i dont know wtf to do, the news that you gaved me i really felt empty, im not ready for this this now i have already expalin it, i just hope u do the right decision better for both of us i know God will forgive us and understand us, god please take the wheel im not even ready i know its not the right thing but i hope you understand me, please forgive my sins that ive cost on the daily, i know nobodys perfect 2 friends cannot have a baby, you have to really understate wat im trying to tell you, we didnt have this planned out could it be we falling out, 2 friends cannot have a baby im trying to tell you, i have alot problems to from myself i cant figure out, from now i live in problems thoughts killing me inside, i just wana be the same man that was doing it just fine, and if you change your decision might effect me to much, maybe think it through good cus this aint no game, and we aint ready for this remember that we just friends, plus i dont need this right now in my life it makes no sence, all of sudden you saying now that its my kid and like you said that i dont even know you thats my concern, i hope god can make my dream confirm a talent rapper and please dont take this out on me cus like i said we both aint ready