letter to my momma

Call to my momma ya boy locked up in that system going back from being young I'm like damn I should have listened niggas names on a statement feds came and got him he hinding in the basement so many new faces I had to leave my own town i was facing to many cases all them lonely nights I was praying out for changes started acting different I was going through my fases When push come to shove the truth I really hate it I came the slumps where many niggas cant make it codeian with the pill just To kill all the pain I feel Hoping the better days Forgetting about the harder days I was down on my dick Now niggas trying to the wave But niggas don't even know My name Why come niggas act the same Me and you were not the same Now me I'm just in my lane Vibing off a wiz track Rolling up paper planes I wanna see my home I hate it when my niggas gone You told me you was on the way Had I wanted to say But it dont even matter now sipping on the batter now Why you go and change tho Dont nobody listen bro out here on a mission Started working in the kitchen Went from bagging up them o's To serving junkies in the village To me it was prevlage With 3 kids to go and get it Rent due ain't gon pay its self I refuse to go and get some help The struggle I know it felt lost like bad mail Lights off the smell of burnt candle wax Bald up holding ya self Excuse me dont leave me now One day it's gone get betta Ima drive the fastest car So focused on winning