2020 is here now everyone that pass away rip wishing u all was still here but glad i know u alright the devil is always near but so is God so don't fear.... don't shredded to tears just know god will always be here.... going in a brand new year our hearts and mind must be cleared than alot more positive things will start to appear i feel im at war with myself at times to find who i am my old demon still following me waiting for me to sin i always been alone from the start to the end not every one trying to be my friend i get high just to get by i don't know why maybe its all the pain i can't control inside its getting harder to hide cant u tell by looking into my eyes how much more of my family close to me gotta die for u ppl to see guns and drugs is killing humanity we can change world and it gotta start with u and me look at how much more smiles we can bring we all chasing one thing so no more negativity no more asking god why me let start saying come on world try me ..