better gone

the time I've been waiting for starring at the ceiling layin on the floor I never knew I knew for sure riches come from being poor then there was an open door through it I saw so much more my eyes finally open wide the many times I had lied grief pain and my ugly pride all of it ceased cast aside no more sorry I tried wading through high tide finally took forever I died leaving my loves forever behind gone forever struggles and grind answers I could never find now I see standing in a line the things I thought were mine kept me dull starving my shine weight that had broke my spine a marked bullet from my nine took me away for good now I'm fine my no pathway is cleared don't trip time good as any catch you on the flip I jumped a board sailed that ship finger twitch from the handle grip that was it a bullet bit fuck y'all I quit a rotten corpse was me after and before death you guess drugs you're wrong not the meth. it was me always trying my best being put to the test by people who have no interest in my success. thank God the good Lord they were blessed they don't see my heartbeats no rest just like theirs does in their very chest they gonna judge anyways never the less knowing damn well they never left the nest. I know what truth is I've been wrong and confessed but only the government knows what's best. what you got for me next wipe my ass picked clothes get me dressed I won't even feel anymore cause they gonna be feeling me when I have sex. he'll no. I plea no contest always in my way I make no progress that's why it's so easy to pick my own fate and put me to death