what you don't see

I have no one e to talk to besides myself I think that's probably why my mental decline me it feels like I matter dead stop in the road that blinding i nedd to realese the cahins binding me epress myself seems to provide slight relief . I don't know what the fuck ito di next im broke no job i feel uselees im melocolic for some reasen asking for help make ke feel pathetic im herd headed obbeaed with the though of sucees but still have seen yet i gett a little bit ahead the hit a wall of cement depression turned to educationbottlein my emotionas and frustrateions in sid me of me has resurrected and my determination my mind is enlighten knowle is information s shared it is illumination music is my drug I love the sensation it helps me keep saying when I'm constantly a battle with angels and demons in my head people take kindness for weakness now I just see red know I got to be much more stronger midedlife's rough over don't kill me can only make me tough i realizeim my greatest foe i try to stay focuse but end up side tracked im my nine somtime i geel im traaped I can hear them but you can't see them the voices in my head