i feel so lost, finish a mission without any cause. i feel the claws. sink in my skin. tell me how have you been? how is the situation ur in? you still live at home? you still in the zone? yeah but im good on my own. i gotta girl but i still feel alone. dont get twisted it not her fault. that what im mixed with its my default. everything just came to a halt. now i feel like im stuck. working this job just for a buck. starting to act like i give a fuck cuz older i get im more outta luck. you know how it is. cuz now were not kids. and everythings hard, i know that im bitching but i do my part. this life that im living it tears me apart. and you know me yuh i gotta good heart. but i geuss im pretty cold cuz this shit is getting pretty old. ive always done what i was told i geuss i got some bad advice im so sick of being so nice. its like balls are in a vice i bet tomarrow ill think twice. but thats a whole day away, them feelings might just fade away. im the same as the yesterday. but real show must go on. look at what we came upon. its the ending of a song.