Our Time Together

I miss you. I use to it all use to finding peace and it all ending fuck what have you done to me you was my uncle and like a dad to me it so fucking sad looking up in the sky and falling on my knees dying inside can't believe its already been 4 years I was just 12 years old happy as can be then I got the call about you being dead my mind feeled with pain this shit is breaking me mentally what the fuck is wrong with me. Our time together was fun. Our time together was short. Our time caused me to wanna die all the pain in my mind is coming out at the wrong time what is going on its like I'm stuck in a box that I can't escape and the box is my mind which is slowly losing hope I can't find no way to cope I'm drowning in the tears I let out at night how could you leave the way you did I was told lies the way you died you committed suicide I can't decide if I wanna be mad or sad fuck I can't see in the light and I cry in the dark